Tak sabar nak habiskan study in 2 years!
Then I'm off to somewhere around the world to gain some experience
in my chef career,,
goodbye miserable life,,
goodbye family,,
goodbye friends,,
and goodbye adeq and bubu,,
Goodbye EVERYONE!
hurm let's pray for the best shall we,,
okeyh masalah x pernah lari,,
dan x jemu-2 'menziarahi' aku,,
well anniversary aku dengan gedeng sucks!
dye pown boleh lupa,,
tapi alhamdulillah 9 bulan maintain together :')
and yeah me and bubu?
gaduh sampai lebam,,
ntah dekat mana silap pown aku xtau,,
actually AKU JEALOUS K???
semua orang macam perlukan dye sangat-2,,
aku pown kena ambik turn untuk call dye,,
asal aku call dye mesti ' WAITING '
sumpahh sedihh,,
why why??
aku ego, keras kepala, xnak mengalah, annoying, kuat jealous,
cepat sentap, suka perhatian, sensitive and just name it!!
hurm tapi faham x,,
munced sayang bubu,,
sebab itu perangai saya mcam nie,,
saya takut saya KEHILANGAN awak once again,,
banyak benda yang saya pendam,,
dan saya amat berharap saya boleh luahkan every single thing about it!
but I can't,,
sebab apa??
bila saya mula nak bercakap,,
awak interrupt then buat saya hilang mood nak bercakap,,
sampaii bile bubu, sampai bilee??
the next thing I know,,
I was like crying in my sleep!
now here I am,,
at 4.02 in the morning,,
thinking about you,,
thinking about us,,
what happened to the old us??
what should I do??
to gain the happiness back that we have already got once ago??
setiap kali tengok awak,,
gambar awak, profile awak,,
semua tercatat kenangan awak with your ex,,
how am I suppose to act like there's nothing there???
be with you,,
I can just be myself,,
childish, pervert, annoying, and etc,,
so I lived my each and every single day with the happiness
that you give bubu,,
but bila jadi hal-2 begini,,
hurm I just don't know what to say,,
speechless, clueless, lifeless!
awak naughty, childish, annoying, funny and so on!
sebab tu bila awak merajuk satu hari nie,,
life saya x complete kowtt,,
hurm,,
saya sayang awak,,
#serioustalk,,
please tunaikan janji awak untuk setia disisi saya
sebagai bubu a.k.a adik saya ='/
'' I'll try jadi adik yang terbaik buat akak even tak berapa sempurna''
itu janji awak,,
saya x perlukan janji,,
saya x perlukan kesempurnaan,,
saya cuma perlukan seorang adeq yang memahami
luar dan dalam saya and if dye kena memilih,
dye xkan nampak saya sebagai option,,
tapi dye akan nampak saya sebagai decision,,
that's all bubu ='/
that's all........
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