Tough decision !!

Assalamualaikum sayangs,,

wanna know something??

it's already 4.51 in the morning but I'm still not in my bed yet,,

why??

'cause I'm missing someone actually,,

haha,,

wonder what is she doing right now??

gotta be kidding me!

she must be sleeping and are having a wonderful dream,,

unlike me,,

just waiting and keep on waiting for miracles to happen,,

funny right?

well I kept on thinking,,

should I delete my blog??

I mean this is my one and only online diary,,

wait wait,,

probably not 'cause I have another one actually,,

but that blog is actually private 'cause you know,,

sometimes we just need some space for ourselves,,haha

there is a reason why I want to delete my blog,,

first,,it kept so many memories that are unforgettable and sometimes

it really make me sad and cried ( well most of the time =P ) 

when I'm reading it back,,

and secondly,,

'cause there is only one person that I used to trust

to open and read my private blog,,

and now I don't even know her anymore !

well so does she,,urghhh

and and it really sucks when our memories were there,,

in that little piece of crap private blog!

so it's better for me to delete it,,

but someone used to told me,,

'' I don't even care if she/he had moved on,,as long I'm satisfied with what am I doing''

that means,,even though she had nothing to do with her past anymore,,

but she still kept her old blog 'cause that is the only thing that could remind her to the people she used to love before,,

well guys,,

I think its up to me now to decide what should I do next,,

hurm just pray for me so that I can decide what's best for me yeah??

bblaa blaa blaaaa,,,

owhh look at the time,,

time is slipping away,,

without my awareness,,

its already 5.26a.m. 

haha,,

time to sleep,,

take care aite !

love ya'!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM