To all my beloved ones,,tlg bace nie,, :'(

Assalamualaikum sume,,nie aq nk ckp skit nie,,hope pas nie,,aq xnk dgr pape lagi yg bleh serabutkn pale otak aq,,aq penat + sedih tau x,,almost every night aq nges sbb pkir mslah yg aq hdapi bout someting or lbih specific,,bout anyone,,hurm,,okeyh,,1st of all,,bile aq syg kt some1 uwh,,aq x prnah rse susah if aq dibebani oleh mslah by them,,yes I know,,mybe aq akn kusutkn pale aq ngn pkir psal bnde uwh one whole day,,but,,mcm yg aq ckp,,aq yg tanggung,,so plese,,ingt dgn cara clash uwh a.k.a berpisah,,ingt dpat selesaikn msalah kew??if aq syg kt some1 uwh,,aq akn sdye upye utk jge dye dgn apew cara skli pown,,trmsuklah utk kwan2 aq,,so plese whai mnusie2 yg aq syang,,plese sgt2,,jgn skew buat andaian sndri,,tlong tnya aq dlu ape pown,,if x knal aq,,jgn byk bunyi,,aq xskew pham??,,aq cbe ckp dgn cara yg pling elok nie,,if mslah yg aq xdpt tngung,,mmg aq akn share ngn org yg aq prcye,,bkan arh sume aq cter dew,,yg aq rse berat jelah utk aq,,thats it!!aq xprlu nk cter sume yg personal kt org even dkat org yg pling rpat dgn aq,,aq xpnah anggp owg skliling aq myusahkn,,in fact,,aq hepy if aq ade some1 or anyone utk aq jge,,at least aq tahu tgjwab aq,,n aq nk ingt kt my adeq2,,akq dh nk trial nie,,so ape pown mslah kite,,juz push it aside first,,at least smpai akq abez trial,,akq mtx tlong sgt2 nie,,if kowg still syg akq larh,,msti kowg xnk akq asyk trpkir psal kowg jew time nk wat exam nti,,so plese sgt2,,try to understand me,,akq juz mnusie biase yg x lari dri ksilapan,,one thing akq nk ckp,,akq TAK AKAN lepaskn kowg,,klu bleh,,smpai akq MATI pown!!faham??!!,,so for now,,enough with our problems and story,,and if ade pape adq2 akq xpuas atie,,come and see me,,bkan juz nk sentap2 dri jauh,,akq x pham n xskew,,pham??xkan akq jew nk pham kowg,,but kowg xnk pham akq,,akq pnat arh deq,,give me some time to relax and not to think of OUR problems,,byk lagi bnde akq nk pkir,,akq bkan nk tolak kowg ke tpi,,but for now,,if akq xcari kowg,,dont look for me,,coz I know,,ade je bnde akn jdi nti,,akq pnat arh syg ooii,,Im so sorry,,nie je yg akq bleh wat for time being,,akq dh xtau apew yg akq bleh wat lagi dah,,akq syg kowg,,but,,plese,,I NEED TO BE ALONE FOR A WHILE,,mybe nie yg trbaek utk kite sume,,but I promise,,lepas akq abez jew trial or akq dh ready utk jumpe kowg,,akq akn jumpe and kalau perlu,,akq akn jujur ngn kowg brdue,,no more secret btween us,,n klau boleh,,mg akq nk selesaikn bnde nie cpat,,but I cant,,I REALLY2 CANT,,once again I repeat,,kite cume akn brpisah sementre,,BUKAN akq lpaskn kowg FOREVER,,remember that my sweet little sister n my adeq comey,,kite brtige prlu jauhkn diri dlu,,akq xnk timbul lagi mslah bru,,even for my sweet little sister or my adeq comey,,we need to stay away for a while,,wlpown akq tau aq x kuat utk jauhkn diri akq dari kowg,,but it at least I can do to save our relation,,n most importnt is,,akq TAK AKAN sskli lepaskn kowg brdue,,thats my word to you both,,n skunk,,akq admit,,im afraid of losing you both,,but akq sgop brkorbn apew sje utk adeq2 yg akq syg,,keyh,,plese guys,,I luv you both,,we'll talk bout this later keyh my dear,,and skunk lak,,ade bnde laen pula yg jadi,,wushh!!x abez satu probs,,mncul lagi satu probs,,kusut tau??!!psal bdaq yg pling rpat ngn aq,,skew atie awak lah wak,,sye pnat tau,,but this time,,aq xkn pkirkn sgt bnde2 nie,,apew nk jdi,,jadi lah,,aq juz redha,,aq pnat!!pham x penat??!!huh!!