I miss my ex larh,,n my sis!!!

Arie nie genap aq 3 bulan ngn deq sha!!hee~,,xsngke cpat btol mse brlalu,,kjap jew aq dh 3 bulan ngn dye,,Hepy 3rd annimonth adeq!! Akq syg adeq lorh,,hehe,,btw,,tdi adeq pown dtg umah aq,,knon ah nk blaja sc,,but,,hagham,,xpown,,ktrg juz hangout,,smbil2 setelkn arh gak probs ktrg,,hope pas nie no more probs for us,,but,,bese ah,,asal jmpe msti ktrg gdoh,,but this time,,xde ah trok sgt,,xkn arh arie special 4 us pown nk gdoh2 an??xnk ah,,spoiil kn mood jew nti,,alhamdullilah ah gak,,ktrg okeyh blik,,then,,dh kol bpew uwh,,adeq blik,,hurm,,4 the first time,,dye kiss pipi aq n aq pown kiss pipi dye lorh,,haha,,spontan jew kowt,,n after dye blik,,aq pown kuar ngn maq aq gi term 1,,sumpah aq ckp,,mse aq nk kuar uwh mg aq brdebar ttbe,,n,,aq pown gtau maq aq yg aq xsdap atie nk kuar,,but maq ajk jew,,xde pape kowt,,then,,okeyh arh,,aq pown ikuwt maq aq,,first reason aq nk kuar coz ingt nk gi cri bju kurung aq utk raye nti,,aq ajk adeq aq,,but dye xnk,,fine,,ko dok arh umah sowg2,,haha,,smpai kt term,,maq aq pown trgode lak nk bli kasut,,hahaha,,aq pown tman jelah dye,,n pling aq xsngke,,aq jmpe maq ex boyfie aq doe!!act,,dlu ktrg neighbour,,but ex aq nie dh pindah,,mle2 aq nmpk maq ex aq nie,,but,,aq x sure,,so aq bia jelah,,skli maq aq prsan n borak2 ngn dye,,maq ex aq nie bleh ckp apew,,'eh jah,,xsngke jmpe kt sni,,trjmpe besan,,nmpk menantu',,Ya allah ya rabbi,,mke aq dh merah mse uwh,,*malu doe*,,hehe,,btw aq dh bese pgil maq ex aq nie mama aw,,n aq cri2 arh gak mne ex aq??,,,,agk nyer mama prsan,,dye ckp ex aq nie xikuwt skli,,hoho,,*malu aq siaakk*!!,,but,,aq pown tringin arh gak nk jmpe ngn dye,,dh lme kowt aq xjmpe ngn dye,,rindu??masih ade lagi,,syg???dh lme aq buang,,n mg aq xnk sbot nme dye,,coz bile aq sbot nme dye,,tringt blik pew yg dye dh wat dlu!!huh!!,,cm bese arh kan,,forgive but not forget,,aq juz dpat tahu dye kne gntung skewl,,hurm,,aq pown xtau arh,,dlu dye bkan cmnie,,jnis problematic,then,,mama cter,,bkan slah dye,,ade bdaq nk gurau ngn dye n something happen,,nk glak pown ade pas dgr cter mama,,haha,,hurmm,,dlu kan,,dye baeq sgt,,smpaikn aq sndri ingt dye fake jew dpan aq,,pijak semut pown xmati,,ntah2 blkg aq,,p'gai,,ya rabbi,,but aftr dh lme aq knal ngn dye,,aq mg tau,,p'gai dye uwh mg cmtu,,trlmpau baeq,,skli jew dye pnah wat psal,,n sbb ptme kli uwh lah,,aq clash ngn dye coz aq xnk prkre yg sme brlaku 2 kli,,serik tau n,,kdg2,,aq pnah gak an rse mnyesal lpaskn dye but then,,aq pkir,,mybe dye mg bkan tuk aq,,hurm,,aq still tringt aftr ktrg clash uwh,,dye pnah mtx blik,,but aq refuse,,bdoh kan??!!agak arh,,n now,,smpai kt fb pown aq block dye,,coz aq xnk dye tau aq dh jdi penk n dh rosak cmnie,,msti dye sedih + marah,,hurm,,mama aq nie pown ade ajk gi rumah sume,,but,,segan aq!!dh arh aq lme xjmpe dye,,nie plak aq nk jmpe mke yg aq rindu but aq pendam jew slme nie,,kowt aq xpat control nti,,aq trpluk dye nti,,x kew naye jew uwh,,kan3,,n tdi mama ade ckp smtg yg wat aq snyum smpai aq gi km plaza uwh,,dye ckp ex aq nie still single lagi!!hehe,,eh2??aq nie skew kew dye single??hurm,,I dont know,,but one thing aq sure,,I MISS HIM LARH!!but,,asal larh dye still single lagi,,dye baeq,,charming,,n ckup arh pakej,,hurm,,satu prsolan bgi aq kowt,,nk jew aq tnye mama,,but segan kowt,,adusyh3!!!,,hehe,,sempat agi uwh mgimbas memori psal dye,,hurm,,mlayan prsaan lak aq nie haa,,n aq then,,dh jlan2 kt situ,,xtau apew nk bli..maq aq ajk lak gi KM PLAZA,,once again adusyh!! part nie yg aq lemah nie,,ktrg msok ah kdai2 baju kt situ,,but satu pown x mnarik prhatian aq kowt,,okeyh arh,,fine,,then,,ktrg jlan agi,,maq aq msok satu kdai nie,,aq tgu kt lua tu jew,,suddenly,,aq nmpk some1 nie!!,,automatic aq trdiam kt situ,,kaku tros aq doe n aq dpat rse,,jntung aq nie haa dh BERHENTI kjap!!but aq xde ah prsan sgt..mne tau owg laen kew an,,coz mlam smlam,,aq kuar gi km plaza gak,,n aq nmpk ade mnusie uwh sbjik cm dye,,but nseb baeq bkan,,hurm,,back to the story,,aq nmpk dye an,,but aq xnmpk adeq2 dye yg laen,,okeyh arh,,aq wat bdoe jelah smbil prhatikn dye,,then,,aq nmpk lark maq dye,,hurm,,mg sah!!it is her!!,,adusyh,,gelabah aq mse tu kowt,,smpai maq aq pgil pown aq xdgr,,haha,,then,,aq trnmpk kembar lak,,hurm,,aq pown kol ah kiera,,aq suh dye pusing blkg,,but mse uwh dowg dh jlan ke dpan skit an,,aq tgu jew kt lua kdai uwh,,skli aq nmpk kiera n iera dtg,,but aq xnmpk dye pown,,aq lek arh dlu,,but mse uwh,,aq xtau npew aq bleh mgigil ttbe!!aq dh try control but xbleh!!mybe aq still dlm keadn trkjot agi kowt,,ntah larh,,then,maq aq ajk gi kdai laen,,smbil uwh,,aq jlan ngn kembar jew,,maq aq msok kdai mustika pew bnde tu lah,,aq lpak kt lua jap ngn kembar,,then,,maq aq ajk gi tmpat laen,,okeyh arh fine,,aq pown blah,,smbil jlan uwh,,aq pndg dye,,but dye pown wat dunno jew,,so mlas aq nk kcau,,after that,,mood aq nk cri bju pown gone!!aq dh mlas nk jlan2 agi,,aq ajk maq aq blik but dye still gak nk cri bju utk aq,,okeyh fine,,aq ikuwt,,dlam atie mg aq doa jew aq xkn jmpe dowg agi kt situ,,hurm,,but what to do,,aq trsempak ngn dowg agi,,huh,,maq aq nie dh xde jlan laen kew nk lalu,,n at the same time,,maq aq stop plak kt kdai yg sme ngn dowg,,so,,I hve no choice,,ikuwt jelah,,sumpah,,mse uwh aq xtau nk cri bju agi,,mlas sgt!!pdhal,,mse awal2 cri uwh,,aq yg pling brsemangt,,hoho,,konon nk cri baju wrne purple sume,,but now,,mlas,,pham x??mse uwh lak,,aq tgok kiera try bju kurg wrne brown kowt,,haha,,aq pown xtau,,dye tnye okeyh x,,aq ckp not bad arh,,okeyh arh gak,,yg dye nie plak,,still dlam mood sentap dye uwh,,lalu sblah aq pown dye bleh wat bdoe,,so can I!!aq xtgor lgsung dye wlpown aq nk jew trik dye nk explain the whole things,,hurm,,bialah,,nk ego sgt!!do it!!aq pown bleh gak,,hurm,,at last,,maq aq ajk kuar dri kdai uwh,,aq pown dh xleh nk brnafas kt dlm uwh coz lemas dlm prsaan aq sndri!!pham2 sndri arh yea!!then,,aq cpat2 kuar dri kdai uwh,,haha,,aq trik maq aq cpat2,,n ktrg gi lark kt the store,,tgok bju yg aq mnat smlam uwh,,bju kmeje wrne purple,,dh maq aq mbebel,,coz thun nie sume bnde yg aq cri,,sume wrne purple,,even bilik aq pown aq nk cat wrne purple!!hehe,,hurm,,k arh,,tgn aq dh xbleh blah mgigil ttbe,,k ah,,buhbyeee!!