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Whoah,,hurm,,arie nie aq agk x sdap atie,,aq pown xtau napew,,hurm,,evrytg yg aq wat sume xkne,,mybe dowg xpsan,,but itulah aq arie nie,,bkan sbb dye or someone else,,but kli nie,,aq xsdap atie sbb diri aq sndri,,bile aq dduk kjap,,aq rse nk brdri,,if aq nk wat kje,,automatic pkiran aq mlyang kt tmpat laen,,haihh,,ntah arh,,n mate aq sblah kiri nie asyik mgerenyet jew,,ade bnde burok kew nk jdi??Ya allah,,beriknlah ptunjukmu,,tnangkan lah atie aq nie ya allah,,coz dlu,,aq ade gak rse cmnie thun lpas,,tup2,,aq hilg 2 owg yg aq pling syg n rpat dlm sklip mate,,andai ditakdirkan,,kowg sume xjmpe aq lagi,,tlglah redha ngn pmergian aq,,aq xtau npew,,but I hve to say this,,coz kite xkn tau bile mse kite smpaikan kowg,,hurm,,hurrmm,,ntah arh,,dlm klass,,aq pown byk tdo jew,,coz evrytime aq bkaq mate,,mg atie aq xsdap,,hurm,,mybe dowg ingt aq jdi cmtu coz kes smlam yg fly uwh,,but act,,mg arh aq pkir kes smlam uwh,,but xde arh smpai aq jdi mereng kt klass tu der,,nk cter kang,,kt spew plak??hnye ade sowg yg pham aq,,itu pown aq xtau arh if dye pham aq kli nie ke x,,tdi pown aq trlelap kjap,,n smpai xsdar nk gi surau,,hurm,,then,,aq ttbe trjge n mgigil jew,,dgn bbrpeluh2 sume,,but aq xingt aq mpi apew or lbih tepat lgi spew??aq tgok fone,,ade kol me back dri dye,,aq kol dye dlam keadn yg tntu arah tu,,aq pown xtau apew yg aq nk ckap act,,aq juz ckp apew yg aq ingt mse uwh,,yg laen2 uwh,,dh lpew arh,,haih,,ntah arh,,mybe sb aq nk trial kowt aq jdi cmnie,,n tdi,,dye tnye gak,,psal diary dye kew aq jdi cmnie,,nope,,I dont think its bcoz of the book,,aq xrse cmtu pown,,haaiihh,,ntah arhh,,btw,,aq ade gak tnye dye smtg,,if mlam nie dye kli takhir dgr suare aq cmner??then,,cm bese arh,,aq xpat jwpan yg tepat,,dye cbe ngelak kew,,n nseb baeq my adeq uwh xde,,if x,,aq pown nk tnye soaln sme ngn dye,,hurm,,apew larh jwpan dye erkk??dah arh,,xmo pkir bkan2,,juz live ur life smtre msih hdop nie haa,,but if kite hdop but asyk wat dose jew nk wat apew an??baeq *tuuutt* jew,,  :'(
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