Problems again??!!!

Maaplah if aq bkan yg tbaeq utk ko,,
Maaplah if aq xleh jdi mcm apew yg ko nak,,
Maaplah if aq bkan sprti mne yg ko pkir,,

pape pown,,aq xkesah n xnk kesah agi,,stiap arie aq pkir psl ko,,kdg2 uwh,,aq mngis bgai nk rak utk ko,,but,,ko ade wat cm2 utk aq??,,ade??,,,juz be honest,,klu aq bkan yg mcm yg ko nak,,klu ko rse aq xleh jge ko mcm yg ex2 ko wat dlu n
bkan yg tbaeq utk ko,,plese,,ckp kt aq yg ko xnk kt aq agi,,silekan,,be my guest,,aq bkn nk mghalau ko dri hdop aq,,but,,stiap prktaan yg aq bce dlm blog ko,,seolah2 mnghine aq,,yes,,aq tau,,blog ko bkn 'khas' utk tlis psal aq jew,,but,,aq sndri trse yg sume sindran n ktuk2 uwh ditujukn at aq,,trpulg pde ko nk kate aq prsn kew,,but,,if ko jdi aq,,ko pown akn rse apew yg aq rse skunk,,aq xnk gdoh ngn ko,,jauh skli nk clash ngn ko,,but,,if ko dh x sgop ade rlationshp ngn aq agi,,finee,,aq trime jew,,wlpown aq xnk,,bfore ko tlis 'bnde'2 uwh,,ade ko pkir prsaan aq??,,aq,,bfore aq tlis nie,,aq pkir apew ayt yg pling sesuai spye atie ko x trluke cam aq,,skunk nie,,aq juz nk tnye,,ko nk try to save this relation or not???or ko nk sgt CLASH uwh??2 jew,,
one day,,aq akn face ko to solve this matter,,yg psal SMOKE uwh,,ade ko pjuk aq 2 stop??ade??yg ko ckp ko bnci org smoke,,n jgn smpai kite clash psal bnde smoke nie,,ade ko tnye asl aq smoke??ade ko ambik tau mslah aq yg sbnar???xde an,,ko juz nk tundg jari kt aq,,yelah,,aq tau aq slah coz aq mmg slah sent msg uwh,,i swear!!xkn aq nk gtau ko aq smoke,,mmg cri nahas lah kan??btw,,ko nk pkir apew psal aq pkir lah,,but,,satu jew aq nk ko ingt,,aq ade probs yg mbuat aq trpkse smoke!! 2 jew,,ko ingt sje2 kew aq nk mbhyekn dri aq smoke??!!no way!!cbe ko cri tau dlu pnce nyer,,bru ko bleh nk judge org laen,,,aq xslah an ko,,but,,juz ko pkirlah apew yg aq dh sbut nie,,if pas nie,,ko nk ktuk aq dm blog ko,,silekan,,,,2 hak ko,,but,,THINK WISELY,,,,